07 November 2012

do you have ups and downs?

i'm in the mix of life and it feels like i'm riding a seesaw and life just keeps going up and down up and down. now this may sound like nothing and i should be happy i have a roof over my head and food on the table etc. but i can't help express how much life can be a struggle even if you have what society says should make you happy or sustain you... i'm tired and i so darn sick of being tired and having headaches and worries.  i was reading an issue of Real Simple and there was a section of articles about what "dream wish/present" folks would want and one of the writers talked about having her worry taken away... and part of me thinks that would be so great to just have my worry taken away... i wonder what i would be like without worry...

i think i knew how to worry before i even knew what worrying meant....


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